I’ve had a really emotional day. Not sad exactly, just lots of feelings bubbling up to the surface.
I’ve been watching my husband fall in love on stage every weekend. He’s so beautiful and talented, I am just in awe of him.
I have this book about love and longing and hurt and adventure simmering inside and have had very little time to work on it.
So today was spent listening to haunting music and reading poetry and avoiding the work I needed to do.
Tomorrow, I will write about love and longing. I will write about hurts and healing. I will find a way to use these emotions to make something. ❤
Sensual Sunday is meant to be writing practice. I’m looking to hone my ability to write about sensual things or even to write sensually about regular things.
You Are Going Gray
The soft smell of your spice. Clove and salt tears.
Peachy, with black curls of hair, down, down, down.
Earthy musk, the taste of you…all of you.
Inside of me. Each space filled. And a woman has many spaces.
Slip, slide, into place. Nestle there. Rested there. In your hair.
The smell of the top of your head. Tickle, soft brown and pewter. Pewter…what a word. The color describes the soft turning of your fields from ripe wheat to stoney silver. You’re only more beautiful for it. But the word itself – pewter – is wrong because I don’t like the feel of it in my mouth. And everything about you feels so good in my mouth.
In the dark it’s hard to tell what year it is. Are we new or has it really been so many years? The smell of the building and your skin and these sheets and my own spent aromas, a perfume I know well. The sounds of the whirring fans, creaking branches just outside of our bedroom window, and your rhythmic breaths, just shy of a gentle snore, are such a familiar song. Leaves dance shadows on the wall thrown there by streetlights as they have always done since the first day I slept next to you. As you sleep, I watch them twist and rest.